omg
i duno if i should convert my nrp project to a h3 anot
my heart tells me no
and i was so convinced just now
then stella say just try and jia hao now come sae he's converting =.=
and now i'm officially confused again
shucks
God, can you give me an answer?
or have you already did?
what we could have been, 29.5.08.
e-learning is killing me
its so laggy!
dread the word 'buffering' =.=
and alot of tings sia
haish
bud ANW
ITS BEEN EXTENDED! haha
now the lessons are available for the whole june hols YAY
haha
anw i just read ke hui's blog
and am motivated to blog haha
why did i choose to come mjc in the first place?
i had no idea man!
haha
i had the burning passion for mj
and then i lost if during chingay
and im having it back now
haha
ppl always ask
'why you put mj? why u dun wan vj/tj?'
well...
i dun have the answer myself
bud one thing i noe
is i'll never regret this choice
i'll never scold vj for not accepting me
i duno how i'll be like if i were to be in vj
more happening?
more outspoken?
mayb not
mayb yes
bud all i noe is
if i were not in mjc
i would not have learnt so much
i would not have picked up the ogl form to go interview
i would not have volunteered myself to be cg rep
i would not have picked up council form
i would not have gone through rally and elections
i would not be a councillor now
i would not be what i am now
i would not have learnt so much and grown so much
i would not have known wunderful ppl like ke hui(:
i would not be pulling my hair due to vending machines ;D
there are many i would nots
hmm i dun reali noe wads the point of this post
bud
i wun ever regret coming mjc
no doubt im seperated from most of 4k peeps and other ahs ppl
bud mayb i can make more impact here
and mayb i wun be so invisible animore?
well i hope (:
what we could have been, 22.5.08.
ALOHA PPL~!
GUESS WAD?
MJ IS CHAMPIONS FOR BOYS SOCCER WHOOHOOO
OMGOMGOMGOMG
HAHAHAHA
THE FIRST GOAL WAS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED! SO FAST! HAHAHA
ALRITE MAN
YAY SO HAPPEEEEYYY
AND I TINK
ITS THESE ACTIVITES THAT BOND COUNCIL TGT...
MAYB IT AINT THE WRNG CHOICE?
WELL...WE'LL SEE (:
ARHH E-LEARNING
IT SUCKS
LOL!
LOH SHI YENG AM PROUND TO BE MJCian WHOOHOOO~~~~
it's vj's loss for not having me LOL okay just joking
(:(:(:(:
what we could have been, 21.5.08.
THE HOLS ARE COMING~~~!!!!
well it aint really the hols
its just some mugger and hectic period for us
haha
anw i need to go SHOPPING~!
and eating spree
and go outings outings and more outings!
after joining council ive missed out hanging out with so many ppl!
ppl from 08s111,sandra,siewmon,rachel,natalie,zheng xiang,kai kai(okay mayb i never realli hang out with kai bud where's our subway date!? haha).
i miss the ahs peeps like shirley yingsi phaykey anngi evelyn simin samantha nicole si hui jie min samuel aloysius etcetcetc
and there's still ppl like huiling and ben hui omg!
haha i duno wad enlightened me bud i suddenly miss all these peeps
and things that have happened reali reali made me wunder if i made the right choice to pick up that form at that time
coz i tink i would be happier if i stayed on....
o wdv!
i shall just live everyday to the fullest!
maybe i should open up myself to more ppl X)
owells i haven started on econs test omg
haha off to try to do last minute cramming~!
what we could have been, 19.5.08.
WHY WHY WHY
maybe i should stop asking why others are like that
and start asking why am i like that
maybe the problem really lies with me
what we could have been, 11.5.08.
i duno what's happening to me
ive lost the motivation do do hw study tests and just pia things
mayb its coz of tiredness i duno
i wan the old me back
the one that will have the mindset of 'chiong arh!'
Oh God, pls help me to find back that me?
andletmyvoicebeheard
what we could have been, 6.5.08.